Being picked apart Slowly circling Stalking, plotting, picking It feeds And I let it Laying there empty Half dead, Half alive Rotting It means no harm It doesn’t even know I’m alive Black eyes and charred soul If it listens […]
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A thank you to Sad Girls Club Literary Blog
Published poem #2 dropped today and I could not be more thrilled to be a part of this “club”. I highly recommend checking out their site consisting of poetry, fiction, short stories and more. It is an endless trove of […]
Dreams Become Prisons
In the blink of an eye, as a matter of fact. Without ever seeing it coming. I don’t dream often. With age (both literally and metaphorically) they tend to be a rare occurrence. However, when I do dream they are […]
The Dog Days of Divine Intervention
They say timing is everything and how true that was today. I work part time as animal control for a very, very tiny municipality. Borderline Unincorporated. I have been on for almost a year and never had dogs I could […]
Heart beats, butterflies and Home Depot
A quick trip to Home Depot before a lawn last tonight and I tell ya…my life man. Story time! I’m already frustrated I can’t find a tool where it SHOULD be. After 3 others who made no effort to actually […]
Sometimes we get the lemonade, sometimes we get the lemons
Outside of my career I do handyman and lawn/garden work. I started this once my divorce hit in March of 2017 as a way to garner extra income and not live paycheck to paycheck. I started out small, under the […]
Milestones & Century Marks
In the early stages of my weight loss after my divorce, I was once told by a woman I had met “you’re my type personality wise but not physically”. I don’t even remember her name but I’ll never, ever forget […]
What A Strange Evening
Last night got a little interesting for me… Thursday’s are “me” night. I take myself on a date. Get away from life…anxiety ridden dogs…work…everything. Typically it’s live music, same venue. It’s a fancy hotel bar and they have some great […]
Everything Dies
Over the past maybe month, I came really close to quitting my job, I have reached out on houses and career opportunities in Colorado, dreams built, dreams crushed, my heart fluttered, my heart hurt, I’ve had people enter my life, […]
Painting Pictures Without Knowing the Colors: 3 Years In the Making
I had decided to kind of take a break from dating and dating apps. With my work schedule and mental health, I felt it was best and I just struggled relating or meshing or I don’t know…that instant “boom” when […]